HOLY SHIT and the thing I hate the most...next to my ex...

People magazine has an article about The New Kids on the Block aka NKOTB making a comeback tour! YIKES! Do you remember NKOTB?!?!??! I was absolutly so in love with Donnie Wahlberg *sigh* he was such a hottie back in the day. Age hasn't worked well with him but he's still a cutie! A comeback tour! I must say I'm rather stoked, I can feel the 13-year-old in me stirring to the tune "Hangin' Tough"! LOL

And, the thing I hate most...next to the ex that is...effing taxes. They are done for the year. Will I see a refund? Not sure. Why is it, though, taxes were so much easier to do at 19 than they are now? I so understand why my poor dad pulled his hair out this time of year! LOL I hate taxes!!!!!!!

Never get caught up...

It looks like I'm gonna be short again this month on bills...damn and things were looking wonderful for me. Well, I've made the decision to get another job which royally sucks because I get out of my first one so late and work every third Saturday there too--goodbye social life. But, I guess it's gotta be done.

In all this talk of Heath Ledger's death I've only heard one bad thing said about him and that is from people who are closed minded enough to talk bad about the movie "Brokeback Mountain." People, first of all it was a movie! Second of all it was total fiction! And, third of all it's the 21st century! Gay and lesbianism is here to stay, if you don't like go build a time machine and take your closed minded ass back to the 1700's where people like that stayed in the closet! Click here to hear one asshole speak ill of the dead (Heath) because of a role the man played in a movie. Give me a break! I'm so pissed that this closed minded asshole thinks he has the right to make fun of a man like Heath Ledger simply because of a role he played in a movie. You never heard word one bad about him in the tabloids, but this idiot is going to make damned sure we remember him for something "bad" because he played--oh my god--a GAY cowboy. Know what, John Gibson, I bet it happened out there more times than you'd like to think---GET OVER IT!

And, I'm off my soapbox.

Sad Wake-Up Call

I went to bed last night not really paying attention to the TV or news or even hopping on the internet because I had gotten out of work so late and my dad had an out patient procedure done, so I was worried about that. Dad's ok and I got some sleep in me. I woke up this morning and flipped on the news with Heath Ledger's death staring at me...how sad. He was so young and such a wonderful actor! I must say I'm in shock. It's not something you would expect from a guy like him, he never made headlines like Britney--shooting up drugs or downing shots. His death is like that of River Phoenix's, a total shock.

I hope his baby girl knows her father was a loved figure of Hollywood the short time he was in the spotlight. It's a shame when people die so young and for such stupid reason, especially people like him who had such great talent. Click here to read an excerpt of one of the stories going around about his tragic death.

Potty mouth? Yes. But he's still hot...

Click here for the link to hear Colin Farrell slip up to say the mother of all cuss words. Despite it all the man is still a major hottie!!

In other news, it appears Britney isn't pregnant she's just messing around with the paps. Her new boytoy (?) Sam Lufti told Ryan Seacrest she was just messing around. I truely hope at this point that was the case, she has way too many problems in her life to be getting knocked up again. Girl, take care of the voices in your head before bringing another baby into this world!!!

Well, I'm off to get caffeinated and head off to mom and dad's for the weekend! Have a great weekend everyone!!!

One beautiful baby...

People magazine is claiming that Matthew McConaughey said on his website that he and his girlfriend are expecting a baby...now everyone groan with me...it is such a sad day when that news is told. But we all know he is going to have a beautiful baby with a beautiful southern accent.

In other news, it looks like little Miss Brit Brit missed the hearing to keep her kids, she came for a few minutes then left saying she was scared. This has gone way beyond hilarious and now is just down right scary. When is someone going to step in and just commit her? Can they not see she is a danger not only to herself but to others, and I'm not talking just her kids. Britney had the potential to be a huge star, she's pretty and has talent, but she's pissing it all away. Her new songs (Piece of Me and Gimmie More) were pretty catchy, but with all her antics no one is taking her seriously so yes, they are bombing. Britney, calm down girl and get some help! Does Anna Nicole ring any bells????

Ok, I'm off my soap box and back to normal!

Don't marry Tom Cruise!!!

I wasn't going to post today, I'm feeling rough. Coughing and sneezing and not eating...ugh...but I I came across this post from my fave celeb site D-Listed and I really thought it was Sally Field. I seriously did a double take!

This is what marrying Tom Cruise will do to you. Katie Holmes used to be so pretty now she looks like Sally Field--who I think is very pretty for her age, but is not a thirty-something year old!!!!

Take a look at the pics and click on the link to see the whole

story!

Food is icky...

Well, when I was a size 18 pushing a 20 and almost 250 that wasn't the case. In a year's time I've dropped almost a 100 pounds, two chins and (help me out, I suck at math) 6 pants sizes??? I'm in a 12 pushing a 10...before anyone gets offended I'm not cracking on big people. Believe me, since I was in elementary school I've had issues with my weight. The biggest I got was 250 the smallest I got was 130. It's really my dad's fault, if you weren't stick thin and a size two you were overweight. And, then I married this guy who if you weren't stick thin and a size two you were a fat ass....nice, huh??

Anyway, it seems that recently I can't eat. To look at food, to smell food actually anything relevant to food makes me nauseous. I have gone damn near 48 hours without eating...not good. But when I do eat, it feels like I need to just spew it back up. Gross thought huh?

My new guy is worried about me, making sure I eat. And, I don't think I'm anorexic, since A) I don't look it! LOL And, B) I actually make myself eat something most days. I would just love to know why food makes me sick!

Well that's my thought for the day!

Friggin' Vista

So Santa brought me a new laptop for Christmas. The main reason I wanted this laptop is because a) I wanted one where I could go where I wanted to go not where someone said I could go b) download what I wanted to download not what someone wanted me to download (Yes both a and b refer to the soon to be ex) and c) to write...but also to play computer games.

Color me unhappy when I go to load the games only to find out Windows Vista is not compatible with computer games...fun. So I have to downgrade my programs.

The other fun thing...my laptop came with Microsoft office but none of the program key thingies...so when I have to go into the program I'm prompted to type in the non-existent key I have...if I don't I have limited capabilities!! Which means, every story I have saved I can not edit or continue working on until I downgrade this damned laptop. URGH! It is always something!

Friggin' Vista!

Jobs, migraines, special dark kisses and a new man....2008 is roaring in!

So many things have happened in the past two months I honestly don't know where to begin.

I finally got a job in November, I was only unemployed for two weeks, but it was enough time to get behind in bills. I'm in debt up to my eyeballs. I'm so tired of borrowing money from people but it looks like that's about to end also, my roomie also got a job she absolutely LOVES!!! YAY!!!

My migraines started up again in December and I had a slight meltdown. So, I starting taking my topamax again...which is great because I haven't even had a small headache in two weeks! But, is bad because I find I've gone almost two days without eating--I used to be the one going for seconds most days at dinner and now I'm lucky if I finish half my plate. Which is good, because my 12's are getting loose! LOL

Also, after having a long talk with myself and deciding to move on leave everything in the past--I met someone. Who knows where it will lead. Let's just say, he treats me with more respect, kindness and tenderness than any guy I've ever married or dated. Oh and he's adorable and a great kisser...tee-hee...

Eli decided to have his own New Year's Party, he ate a 14oz bag of Special Dark Hershey kisses. Yeah, when he stopped breathing I was shoved out of the room. Thankfully, the vet at the Emergency pet clinic saved him. Although after cleaning up seven huge puddles of puke I won't be eating chocolate for a while.


Happy New Year!!!