Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Bitch for the day...

Ok I fully understand that most people would say things happen for a reason or that God doesn't give you more than you can handle...truth is...I'm at my breaking point.

1) I lost custody of my son because my ex lied and my soon to be ex is an asshole.

2) I left my soon to be ex thinking we would be able to work on things and have a stronger relationship, unbeknownst to me he just wanted to screw around.

3) My ex finds humor in not letting me forget he's a "Christian" all the while telling my son lies about me and talking bad about me in front of him.

4) When I actually went back to re-gain full custody I was asked on the stand why I allowed my soon to be ex to wipe cat shit on my son's teeth....sad thing is, the child fully believes this happened!

5) After a year and half with my company I was fired last week because "I was not a good fit for the company." WTF

So, I can't take anymore. I have $10 to my name, the severance pay check is already spent on bills...and to actually get help from my parents I have to endure assholishness...ie: We give you money and now I get to control how you look for a job.....

I'mthisclose to losing it.

2 comments:

Kimi said...

JEN~

Huge hugs. I wish I could go the whole 'Everything will be okay' route. But sometimes everything isn't okay and we are dealt a shit hand in life and we just have to deal. So remember that I am here to help you deal, hon.
Take care of you!!!!

VE said...

OMG! Hon, I wish there was something I could do! ((HUGS))

Kim is dead on: Take care of you, babe. Let the rest fall where it may for the time being. :(